There are Days

There are days I feel like I am at a loss for words.   I feel like I am at a loss for ideas.   The urge to write.   The urge to write anything that comes to mind is always there, but I just can’t seem to find a direction.   I wonder do all writers come to feel that way at some point in time.   Do they ever recover to succeed in the writing field?   I often wonder if I will.

I have taken many creative writing class.   I have even started taking a English Literature class in hopes of finding some sort of direction.   I know that I have a natural ability to write and write well.   What life has taught me is that you can always be better cause there is always someone out there that excels at the very thing you want so bad.  

I have spent years writing.   Than years not writing.   Now I am writing again, but only in spurts.   I want to write professionally, still not quite sure how to go about that.   Some parts of my reality seem so basic yet complicated.  

Write what you know.   I know a lot of different things.   The things I know usually don’t interest many people.     I have been told that I am a little weird.   Very different than most people.   I see the world very differently.   The people that are closest to me tell me that I am just being me.   I realize that I need to take my different view and use it in my writing.   I just have to find a way to do it.