Every Day is a Mystery, You Never Know What to Expect

I love God truly with all my heart and thankful and grateful recognition for every blessing He gives us. I thank Him for every test he helps me walk through. Each test I learn a lesson from it and strengthens my faith and trust in Him. I never know what tomorrow’s will bring. I don’t worry about tomorrow’s I trust God knows what is best and let each new day in His hands. If I worried about each day I would have more gray hair and stress in my life than need to be. There was a time in my life before I was saved that I would worry about each second of the day and I be so stressed out from my worries. A good part of what I worrying about was a waste of time.  Some days I awaken in the mornings I would wake up with a bad attitude before I even started my day and I wouldn’t know why I was angry or sad or have an attitude. I wait on God and His timing, for he knows all about me. He created me so He knows what my tomorrow’s will be but we need to acknowledge Him and have personal relationship with him. We can do this through prayer, faithfully reading his word and being obedient. I believe God will guide me in his truth and faithfulness and be my teacher to learn His ways how he would want me to live. He is my God and my salvation. I trust in him and relied on him for each new day what it brings. I praise him even if my days aren’t going so well, I praise when my days are going well. I stand silently before my Heavenly Father, waiting for him to rescue me, for salvation comes from him alone. He is my Rock, my fortress, my rescuer and my defense.

I don’t plan my days, only because I don’t know what to expect. Some days I will however write little reminder notes that needs to be done on following days and dates. Each morning of each new day, I do the following, my morning prayers and devotions. I pray asking God for a good day, I pray He will bless my husband and I with whatever the day brings us. I talk to my Heavenly Father throughout the day. Each day is a mystery, nobody knows what their day would bring, “Oh sure; people may planned their day down pack and write their day down in a memo agenda but even though they may do that, the person don’t know exact that their day will go as they have planned.

For instance, let’s look at a doctor’s life. Doctors lives a very unbalanced schedule life. Doctors are on twenty-four hour call; even on their off days and if they are on vacation. People who has jobs, they know they have to wake up at a certain and scheduled to be at their place of employment the time they are scheduled to work but even that, they don’t know if they will have a good day or a bad day work until they arrive at their place of employment. A lawyer is are others who work off and on schedule, their lives are so busy and wrapped around each day. Lawyers just as doctors sees patience’s and clients every day around the clock but they won’t know what the day will bring unless they may know the client for years or the patience. The days of the weeks of our lives are describe as the seasons of the year. Winter, is the season it snows and it cold outside, in some areas of United States the weather is colder than others and some states receives more snow than other parts of United States. Spring: beautiful colors starts to bloom and the weather starts to change where it is still yet cold but not freezing cold weather and yet we may have some snow days. Fall: now the weather starts getting a bit chiller but it is the season that has mix weather between cold, chilly, and damp rainy days and darker days. Summer: In some parts of United like the south, the weather is very humid and dry and pollen is high, the heat of the weather is hot, where the North is warm but more bearable and humid is not as bad, the pollen is not high. Just as the days of our lives it may bring good days, up days and than change in a flash, people’s lives can go down hill in a blink of an eye.

Psalms 37:7; I am still and rest in the Lord; I wait for Him and patiently lean myself upon Him; I fret not myself because of Him who prospers in his way; because of the man who brings wicked devices to pass.

Don’t get discourage as many of us do when their days may not go as they planned or if your goals and dreams fell through. I speak of my own life experiences what I had going through many years of my life. I was six years old when I first was sexual abuse and the abused continue to happen through my childhood life, way into my late teen years. When I became an adult, I didn’t know better and had no guidance so I end up marrying a woman abuser. My ex-husband violently would abuse me every day. I end up with a broken nose and many visits to the hospital for unexplained accidents. Same pattern as I lived my childhood years. When I look back over the years I can see that my life has changed and today I am trying to change those patterns not for just for my children’s sake but for myself. You can make changes in your life and make dreams and reach your goals but if you never reach those goals or that dream don’t happen to follow through, don’t give up, don’t quit. Only you can allow someone to come in your life to change your dreams and goals. Don’t count on tomorrow’s, live one day at a time. Be thankful for each new day the good Lord bless you with. As a abuse survivor every day is a mystery to me, I don’t know what to expect or what day will bring. I do know God knows and He will guide me and walk through my day whatever comes out of my day.

Proverbs 3:5,6; Trust In The Lord with all thine heart and lean not on thy understand, and in your own ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths.