I think…
but I cannot find a valid reason…
I cannot understand how you hurt someone you love.
How could you hurt me so, after everything we’ve shared.
Love and Desire motivates me to do it all for you…
To do things i could never imagine doing for someone else.
The thought deludes my mind, overwhelms my heart,
your lies constantly enticing me to believe that I needed you.
Love and Desire affect me, afflict me, drive me to distraction.
I am at its mercy when it comes to you,
though everything my heart speaks to you, is in vain,
Never have I met someone who could infect me,
poison my soul, and intoxicate my heart and brain the way you do.
I think…
but I cannot fully comprehend…