Amilias Angel

He is to good to be true thought Amilia of her charming chat partner of the last eight months. Yes they had a few disagreements and one big fight but he always welcomed her back with open arms. Never had Amilia ever known anyone like him. Never saying a mean word or trying to use her in any way like so many others in her life had. If it weren’t for the occasional disagreements he would be to perfect.

The one thing that they had incommon was a dark childhood of abuse and that was their bond, but how long would that last. Even though he seemed to be and angel she knew that he was only human and could only take so much before enough was enough, nobody could last forever.

You see Amilia was very insecure about things and also suffered from depression and often but her angel on a major roller coaster ride. He never really knew what was going to come next and sometimes it got really bad. She one day would be perfectly normal, the next all touchy feely emotional, then again totally freak over the least little thing. He still greeted her with open arms most time no matter how busy he was.

Should Amilia really trust this man that just appear out have no were one day she really didn’t know. Confusion was a part of her life when it came to this man. Although she had a really good feeling about him from the start here of late he seems to be really far off even more then just in miles. He says that it work keeping him busy but Amilia wonders if it is real or has he just tired of her and is trying to find the best way to let her down.

The angel really means a lot to Amilia so much so that she loves him for all of his kindness. To tell him though would cause an awkwardness that maybe would push him away. To loose him now would cause a great pain in Amilia’s heart on that nothing would ever be able to take away. She wants so badly to share her feelings but must never do so. He already warned her that he does not allow love into his heart. But he also said he didn’t feel emotions either out of fear if being hurt himself but that turned out not to be true. If it were she wouldn’t be able to get under his skin so easily and trust you me she can. I rating him is easy and making him mad although a bit harder at times just proves that he had developed some feelings for her but how deep they run still remains to be unseen. Were will the thing between Anilia and her angel lead only time will tell.