For The People That Feel The Need To Hurt Themselves In AnyWay): I Feel Your Pain And I Can Help.
I Know That A Lot Of People Self Injure Themselves All Over The World And How I Know This Is I Used To Cut MySelf Yess I Did And To Tell You The Truth It Was Because I Felt That I Wasn’t In Control Of AnyThing I Felt Like EveryBody Was Trying To Control Me And I Had No Say In What They Said And Some People Think That It Was For Attention But What Do They Know They Dont Know What I Went Through And They Never Will Its Not Like I Went Around Say “Look I Cut MySelf Feel Bad For Me” No I Did It Becuase I Had SomeThing That NoBody Could Fix.
Now I Know That The People That Love And Care For Me Are The Ones That Could Have Helped Me But I Was The One That Didn’t Ask For Help Because I Thought To MySelf “If I Don’t Care About MySelf Then NoBody Else Will” And Me Thinking That Stoped Me From Doing AnyThing But Hurting MySelf A Lot Of People Ask Me What Helped You Stop? And I Would Say “I Would Think Of The Things That Would Have Happened If SomeThing Went Wrong And Just Thinking How My Family Would Feel And What Also Got Me To Change My Life Was When I Went Through Therepy Yess I Went Through Therepy Only Because I Knew I Couldn’t Have Stoped On My Own” Thats What I Would Say When They Asked And You Could Tell By The Look On Thier Face That They Thouhgt I Was Stupid Or A Waste Of Time But All That Matters Was That I Stoped With No Regret And Im So Glad That I Did.
To Stop Just Know That There Is Many Things In Life That Will Get Your Through Your Pain And Hurt So Don’t Give Up On YourSelf
There Is SomeTimes I Feel That I Need To Do It But SomeThing Tells Me “There Is SomeThing Good Waiting To Happen…So Just Put The Blade Down And Got And Find SomeOne To Talk To.”
I Hope This Will Help You <3 And Remember Im Here For You. You Are NOT Alone…(:
May 16th, 2012 at 8:51 am
It is great that you are able to relate and are willing to help others
May 17th, 2012 at 10:55 pm
I have a friend who suffers from this type of behavior. I used to worry about her a lot since I always see her with slash marks on her wrists. But I’m glad she got over that phase in her life and is now doing fairly well.